there once was a soul, that no one could save
it belonged to a boy who never felt brave
he had nowhere to go, nowhere to stay
no one who niticed he wasn't okey
one day he met a girl with the prittiest smile
he chased her forever, mile after mile
she had her dubts but gave in for a while
and his jaded soul added a new feeling to it's file
he told her too much, so much she couldn't feel
a love too strong sometimes feels unreal
she tried to leave, but he couldn't let her go
all he wanted was for her to love him to
finally she ran away the only way she knew
by fucking things up like she always used to do
his heart fell to the ground, broken and sore
he thought he wouldn't see her anymore
so he turned back to his file and grabbed a feeling so strong
when he held it in his heart he didn't know how to go on
so he took some pills and tried to escape, all in vain
cause she saw him waiting for the deafening sound of a train
in his eyes the sighn of drugs, and in his hands a knife
she ran to him crying 'the pain could never be worth your life'
he said pain differs in quantity and quality
she begged him "don't do this to me"
he tried to jump into the story of a trainwrack
but she faught beyond her strainght and managed to hold him back
he fainted from the pills and were taken away
he thanked her for saving his life, the following day
she smiled waigly and stared up at the darkened skies
cause he managed to kill all life left in her eyes

wearing the clothes you first saw me in, that made me feel so lame
standing on the very floor where I first caught your name
listening to the voice I remember not being able to place
until I turned around and first learned the shape of your face

now weary I smile to my fading reflection
you hide my ambitions in the arms of your protection
steady I stand, my hand upon your chest
but is this really me at my very best?

so I shake, I stumble, I break and I fall
I know you'll catch me. but whitout you, could I ever stand tall?
the path that I used to walk and the surroundings I loved to see
have you stolen it all or is there some left in me?

now you shape me, my heart right next to yours
and the dubt is gone, there's no nagging remorse
you lean in slowly and pierce me with your glowing eyes
and I think, maby, I look better underneith your disguise.