I'm here for you <3


I just walked past a school, passing groups of boys trying to be cool and girls chatting and hugging each other. And than this girl with black clothes, dark makeup and purple hair, walking all by herself, her eyes gracing the ground. And I just wanted to hug her.
I'm you from the future and im here to tell you that I love you, I love you with all my heart. 
You are not the weird one, the ugly one or the outcast, you and everyone like you, you are the special ones.
It sucks balls to be you right now, but I can se the beautiful, vast world behind your stellar monument to loneliness. And when the darkness slowly fades from your life you will be embraced by a warm and loving light. 
And you will never shake the feeling of being a weird, ugly outcast, but it will turn into something you love about yourself.
Cause all those popular, perfect-seeming assholes around you are all the same. They're all boring background noise in the night sky of the grownup world and all of you are going to be the sun and the moon and the stars that make the night sky beautiful and special.

And until you figure that out for yourselves, I will be here for you, to love you when you can't, keep you company when you're alone in the crowd and understand you when no one does.

You are the special ones, you will feel it one day and it's worth waiting for <3

let's get this out of the way, should we?


Yes, there are holes in my pants, no I'm not going to fix them or buy new ones.

Yes, I've cut the neckline of my tshirt, I like it and it's more comfortable that way.

No, I'm not wearing a bra today, I feel like that's a choice everyone should be able to make everyday whitout being questioned.

Yes, some of my clothes may be picked up in the mens section, or kids section, some of my clothes are also picked up in the womens section, why doesn't that bother you?

Yes, my shoes are old and haggard, I love them like that and I will not throw them away and get new ones for your peace of mind.

Yes, I might wear wierd hats or ties or scarves on my head, if I feel like it, this should if anything amuse you, not bother you.

No, I don't wear make up everyday even if I have pimples or redness, I only wear make up when I feel like it and I think that's the way it should be, we shouldn't be concealing our faces because we don't feel perfect, we should decorate our faces if we feel like it.

Yes my hair might look crazy. Sometimes I wake up like that and sometimes I intentionally make it mental-patient-looking. I like it.
Sometimes it also looks normal or pretty, if I feel like it.

Yes, I have scars all over my body, if I don't conceal them you can absolutly ask questions, stare or look away if it bothers you, it's totally OK,  I will not judge you I will just hope that you don't judge me.

And no,  my socks don't match, a lot of people do that it's really not that wierd, you should expand your horizons.

Some people like to dress nice, normal or cool and some people like to dress like a mixture of a hobo and an 80's punk. Let's live and let live people <3


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Det är en konst att sitta mitt i ett stort sällskap, och ändå vara totalt ensam. Inte hitta någon som delar samma värderingar och åsikter som du tvingas att gömma undan varje dag för att inte hamna utanför gruppen som du ändå inte passar in i.
Det är en konstigare konst att hitta en tillhörighet i en sådan grupp eftersom man är utanför nog att se det vackra med att vara konstig.